[g] Saturday, October 18, 2003 [g]
 i haven't blogged for a long time... coz i had to do alot of stuff... anyweiz... we watched cañao last night (curtain call & T.A. elective)... it was really nice... hehe... camille was so funny... hehe... anyweiz... it was just yesterday that i realized na wa had a Long Test everyday for the past week.... hehe... i thought i will never survive that week... coz it was so hectic... anyweiz... have to go.... 
  
[g] Sunday, October 05, 2003 [g]
Love's Divine
by Seal
Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realize my mistake
But time through a prayer, to me
And all around me, it came still
I need love, loves divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, loves is what I need to help me know my name
Through the rainstorm came, century
And I felt my spirit fly
I had felt, all of my, reality
I realize what it takes
‘Cause I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, loves is what I need to help me know my name
Oh I, don’t bet [don’t bet], don’t break [don’t break]
Show me how to live a promise me you won’t forsake
‘Cause love can help me know my name
Well I try to say there’s nothing wrong
But inside I felt that all in all and all
But the message here was plain to see
Believe in me…
‘Cause I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name
Oh I, don’t bet [don’t bet], don’t break [don’t break]
Show me how to live a promise me you won’t forsake
‘Cause love can help me know my name
Love can help me know my name.
[g] Friday, September 26, 2003 [g]
"...Parang tiwala pag nasira na
Mahirap nang ayusin pa
Di kayang ipagdikit ang tiwala
Pag napunit!
Parang nangyari kailan lang...
Meron akong nakita'y nakatagong
Regalo sa likod ng kotse mo!
Hugis puso na kahon at may red na
Ribbon...(mamahaling tobleron)
At nung aking tingnan para sa yo
Mula kay Christian, agad kong
Binuksan, tsokolate ang laman..."
-Choco Latte
by Parokya ni Edgar
MA's Birthday!!!
haven't blogged for almost a month... i had a very hectic sched.... anyweiz.... i got my card last week.... & my lowest grade is 85.... YEY!!!! and my parents are very proud.... hehe.... i think they're going to give me something... hehe...
i'm sort of sad... because i know that - will never like me... - likes someone else....
i'm really stupid when it comes to love.... well in this case CRUSH..... i always have a crush on the wrong person.... it's either he's dumb or "mayabang".... and why did have to tell that i once had a crush on him.... yup... he knows.... and he should have kept it to himself... grr... i hate him.... he doesn't have the right to tell it to other people....
anyweiz... change topic... hehe.... my dad bought me 2 new cds today... Parokya ni Edgar- Bigotilyo & Michelle Branch- Hotel Paper....
i got pissed... because we are supposed to eat dinner at Sugi tonight because it's mama's bday nga.... but.... since she has many patients tonight we had to cancel it....
btw... we have classes tom....
[g] Saturday, August 30, 2003 [g]
we went to greenbelt today, we watched "Finding Nemo"... it was soo cute & funny... hehe... i really like squirt his voice is so cute... anyweiz... i'm really tired... i arrived here at around 7pm... hehe... anyweiz... g2g...ÜÜ
[g] Friday, August 29, 2003 [g]
krizzia sent me this... thanks krizzia...
looking back on love
We tend to think that the person who left us will come back one day and say those words or just simple words but would promise forever. Problems may occur every now and then, but we would consider those things as trials to be conquered in order for the relationship to bloom and mature. More often than not, these romantic movies and mushy love songs only make us long for something we cannot have... and for someone who cannot be ours again. It hurts to admit that we are just pretending. All the while, we already knew the truth but we ignore it. When the damage is done, there's nothing left to do but cry... to mourn for the bitterness in our hearts. Then curse anybody who gets in the way… As long as we hold on to the past, chances of meeting someone new may be a bit far off the field. The fear of trusting and falling in love again may also hinder us to grow and move on. We are hesitant to take the risk, afraid that we may get hurt again. Because of the negative thoughts stocked in our brains, we refuse to go out from our self-made world and deprive ourselves from new opportunities, whether in love affairs or career wise. Let's face it! Betrayal can be anywhere and anyone can be a victim. The worst part is when the one we truly, madly and deeply love is the one who will betray us in the end. Then we are left with nothing but a broken heart and wounded pride. Sad... but true.
Reality check please!...
It can happen to anyone but we shouldn't just take things as it comes. An action must be done. We should take care of ourselves from the hungry wolves in the jungle. It's just a matter of survival. Stand up when you fall.
It's okay to cry as hard and as long as you want to, ust make sure that when you stop crying, you won't cry for the same reason anymore.
Learn and Live.
Love is the most wonderful thing one can offer, so be smart enough to give the love in your heart to the one that really deserves it.
How to Fail at Falling In Love
Les & Leslie Parrott
By attaching ourselves to another person, many needy singles believe, we become
instantly whole. Complete. All our needs are met. Case closed. The enticement
is too much for the needy to resist. Who can pass up a short-cut, as it were,
to personal growth? No wonder so many drink the poison of this lie.
Rebecca sure did. In her late twenties, she was a study in misery. She’d dated
Tom a few times in college but nothing serious ever developed. A few years
later, a job brought Tom back to Seattle where they attended the same church
and began palling around. "We’re more than friends," is the way she described
it. "You could say we’re dating, but the sparks aren’t really flying, at least
for Tom." She talked about how Tom was focused more on his career in marketing
than his relationships. In fact, he was now considering moving to Kansas City
to enroll in a training program that would make him more attractive to
potential employers. That’s what brought Rebecca to our office.
After four months of quasi-dating in Seattle, Rebecca was considering a move to
Kansas City to be with Tom. "My job is nothing to brag about," she told us,
"and I have an aunt in KC who said I could stay in her spare room for a while."
I (Les) thought I might be misunderstanding and asked for some clarification:
"You’re going to move half way across the country to be near a guy that has
made no commitment to your relationship?"
"I know! Isn’t it crazy?" Rebecca said with nervous excitement. "But Tom and I
were made for each other; he just doesn’t know it yet. It probably doesn’t make
much sense, but it’s something I’ve got to do; I mean, something could really
develop between us."
I winced inside, knowing how much she longed for a relationship and how
potentially painful such a decision could be. We explored other options for a
few minutes, but she wasn’t interested. She didn’t want advice. Rebecca was
headed to Kansas City-following her relocated knight in shining armor-and there
was no talking her out of it.
Have you ever seen a scenario like this? It’s not unusual. When someone buys
into the myth that another person will meet all their needs, they will do
almost anything-quit their job, change their appearance, have sex, get
pregnant, or travel to the ends of the earth-just to be with them. People who
believe another person will complete them by meeting all their needs become
human chameleons. Remember Zelig from the Woody Allen movie of the same name?
He became who everyone around him wanted him to be. He was externally defined,
looking to others to tell him who he was. People who believe this lie do the
same thing. The problem is that chasing after another person to have a
relationship that makes you feel better about yourself spells certain disaster.
And Rebecca’s situation was no exception.
Six months after her move, Rebecca showed up again at our office door. "Hey! I
thought you were in Kansas City," Leslie exclaimed.
"Not any more," said Rebecca. "Things didn’t work out so well." For the next
thirty minutes Rebecca told us how after only a few weeks, Tom began dating
another woman he met in his training program, and they were now close to
getting engaged. She said she was doing all right, but since she had "lost" Tom
she was lowering her expectations and "settling" for guys she would have never
considered previously. Before leaving our office that day, Rebecca spent at
least thirty minutes tearing Tom apart.
Too many people attach themselves to another person to obtain approval,
affirmation, purpose, safety, and, of course, identity. And when the inevitable
disappointment happens, they complain bitterly that this person failed them.
The truth is, self-worth does not come from the mere existence or presence of
someone in your life. When you come to a relationship lacking personal
self-worth, all you can offer is neediness. And even if you do win the heart of
another, you’ll still, over time, come up empty. That’s the poison of this lie.
Expecting another person, whether it be a friend, a dating partner, or your
husband or wife, to provide you with your life is unrealistic and actually
unfair. It isn’t anyone else’s job to give you an identity or make you whole.
People in your life are meant to share it, not be it.
gosh... i haven't blogged for ages... well anyweiz... what happened to me? i had to fix my room because it was a mess... it took me like 3 days to do it because i always go home late.... anyweiz... i got pissed at my mom yesterday... because it's like i have to tell her all the things i'm going to do... she's sooo strict... but... she has a point... & i'm an only child... oh well past is part....
we're going to greenbelt tomorrow... to see a movie... i still don't know what... it's ellan's bday tomorrow....
12 signs that your crush is "the one"....
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a friend of mine sent these to me... i dunno where she got these... if you own these... tell me...
That’s what's love is all about. Everything being all right in the world because you're near to that one person who you love, and who loves you back. The simplest things looking utterly amazing because that one person is doing it. Knowing them from their touch or their scent alone, because it's so familiar because it's been in your dreams all your life. Knowing without a doubt that no matter what happens, who yells and what mistakes are made, that eventually you're going to find your way back to that one person and everything will perfect again because that person is there, and always will be
~~~~~
I have admired you from afar
A sweet and kind person you really are
Oh, what will you say or do
Now that you know:
I have a crush on you
~~~~~
How Love should be!
Romantic and caring, sweet and sharing
that's how love should be
I thought I had found it, but then I lost it
I figured it's not for me
But you stood by me, to hold and to guide me
until I knew what to do
So I'm yours, and now you're mine
and all my dreams came true
~~~~~
the truth about true love...
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.
Having been so long without love, some understand love only as a need.
They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always had been and always will be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.
If you keep your heart open it will come again.
~~~~~
[g] Thursday, August 21, 2003 [g]
YEY!!! we finished 5 periodical exams... chem, lit, geom, pani & wika.... YEY!!!! hehe.... went to rosali's house this afternoon.... la lng... hehe... i'm really tired.... i'll sleep na....Ü
[g] Friday, August 15, 2003 [g]
i'm kind of sad & happy @ the same time.... coz i won't be singing the WNCAA theme w/ the club on Aug. 22.... our moderator chose 10 girls only.... i'm sad.... coz i feel like i'm not good enough.... anyweiz.... g2g....
[g] Thursday, August 14, 2003 [g]
a lot happened to me this week.... & 1 important event i when i realized that i'm falling for someone... thought i'm going to like someone.... BUT.... i don't want to.... [falling is a very strong word.... i don't want to use it right now...]
it might be just a fling..... YEHEY!!!! i don't want to talaga.... i wanna focus on my academics muna....
Fallin’
by Robert Klein
I'm afraid to fly
And I don't know why
I'm jealous of the people the who are not afraid to die
It's just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promise that they'd catch me
But then they let me fall
And now I'm fallin
Fallin fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love
You think by now i've learned
Play with fire
You'll get burn
But fire can be oh so warm
And that's why i return
Turn and walk away
That's what i should do
My head says go and find the door
My heart says i found you
And now I'm fallin
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time I'll have it all
When I fall in love
Loving someone...
I only got me to blame
help me i'm fallin fallin
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time i'll have it all
Maybe i'll make it after all
Maybe this time
I won't fall
When I fall in love
+*+ I don't wanna fall for kiss*nick*....+*+
[g] Tuesday, August 12, 2003 [g]
hey... i'm at the comp lab.... FREE TIME!!! we just finished our Computer Periodical test... about MS Excel.... well g2g... hehe...
[g] Thursday, August 07, 2003 [g]
ei... i'm at the comp lab... our mission 2 was postponed... we'll do it tomorrow... anyweiz... my classmates are surfing scary sites... hehe... masochist... anyweiz... i'm really tired... our chemistry LT was very easy... i regret that i studied til 1am last night... grr....Ü anyweiz... g2g...
[g] Wednesday, August 06, 2003 [g]
GRRR!!!! i hate this day... i woke up late... i was almost late for class... our social LT was hard!!!
it's almost 12 midnight but i'm still awake.... why? i'm not yet finished studying CHEMISTRY!!! grr... i have 2 LTs tom. CHEM & WIKA.... grr.... g2g... my mom caught me... hehe....
[g] Sunday, August 03, 2003 [g]
Relationships are like Rome. Difficult to start out, incredible during the prosperity of the 'Golden Age', and unbearable during the fall. Then, a new kingdom will come along and the whole process will repeat itself until you come across a kingdom like Egypt...that thrives, and continues to flourish. This kingdom will become your best friend, your soulmate, and your love. -- Helen Keller
[g] Saturday, August 02, 2003 [g]
i'm going to school na... we're going to sing for the 2nd yrs recollection.... hehe.... jst wanted to let you know... g2g...
[g] Friday, August 01, 2003 [g]
hey!!! our moderator (ms.lodronio), told us that we're going to sing the WNCAA's Hymn... on it's opening.... hehe... anyweiz... g2g...
[g] Monday, July 28, 2003 [g]
got these here...
G
(Realistic, Responsible, Efficient)
"G", when asked, "Do you love me?" might answer, "I washed your car for you, didn't I?" You demonstrate your love to people, but your partner needs to hear those magical words, "I'm made about you, darling!" hat's hard for you to say because you rely only upon yourself, which makes you appear to be withdrawn. You may take a long time before you make a decision because you weigh the pros and cons. But when it's important, you can make a quick decision. You like realistic and dependable situations. You also want to know ahead of time what you're going to be doing for the day. Then you settle down to the job and complete it systematically, even enhancing what other people have developed. While routine is up your alley, you require time alone to think it though and get it don't efficiently. You try everything possible to avoid arguments. You will help the miserable, the misinterpreted or those who are having problems adapting. One of the beautiful things about you is that you embrace people just the way they are without trying to change them into something you would rather they be. You also don't like forcing your views upon others. However, you need to project some of your own thoughts to other people. It will help your self-worth. Whatever goal a G sets, it will be done to perfection.
I
(Emotional, Creative, Inflexible)
"I" must have money in the bank in order to feel that all the bases are covered. It doesn't have to be a big balance, but enough to feel safe. You'll go out of your way to help people because you want them to need you. You might read a tragic story in the newspaper about a local person who needs money, and you could easily rush out to help him with a contribution of money or clothing because you really feel for his plight. Watch your stomach because life and its stresses play havoc on your emotions and your stomach pays the price. I's are highly emotional, and your life can be full of regular ups and downs. Though you like to keep life on an even keel, you have a really hard time not getting your feelings hurt when people don't see things exactly the way you do. You feel secure when family members are close to you. You don't like an empty nest, and you work very hard to keep balance and peace in the family. You love having them rely on you.
S
(Responsible, Innovative, Ambitious)
"S" loves achievement and applause once a goal has been met. Losing isn't a word in your vocabulary. Even though you can stand alone, whatever you do, you are innovative. S wants to stand out. You can be an actor. You can also own a company or run one for someone else because you want to be in charge. Don't be bossy. Ask people politely to do something, and they'll cooperate. Though you can originate change, you don't like it, for it causes internal chaos. Whenever you hear your still-small voice saying, "Don't do that," or if your muscles tense, pay attention. Intuition is directing you to back off from a person or a situation at that time. You have a tendency to spend money but can cut back when necessary. If a month ago you made up your mind based on all the information you had, but today you get new information which requires you to change your opinion, you will. You're flexible even in business. S will do what's necessary to get to your goal, but you want to get there in a hurry. You're ambitious, witty, captivating, and overachieving. You're ethical. You also have a soft spot for those who are not as lucky as you. You feel that there's a guardian angel on your shoulder.
E
(Logical, Outspoken, Spiritual)
"E" has a variety of jobs. The upside is that, if you've educated yourself, you can do many different things. The down side is that you can do so many different things, you have a hard time focusing on the one thing that you really can do best. What complicates your choice of occupations is that you can be physically and mentally active. Whatever job you pursue, you must work around people where you can solve problems and, at the same time, be totally in control of yourself. So you don't scatter your energies, you might take an occupational choice test at a local college to help define and keep you on the right career path. You will stay with something or someone for a long time but then suddenly make some change in a major area of your life. Your ups and downs are partially because you don't edit what comes out of her mouth. At times you can be misinterpreted. People have strong opinions about you, and it's never neutral. You love knowledge and money, but knowledge probably wins.
L
(Generous, Social, Smart)
"L" can be a prize in all relationships if you don't become overprotective. You are a marvelous friend. You will give and continue to give in all relationships, but sometimes people take you for granted and selfishly forget to reciprocate. That can drive you into a shell, or you rebel, and suddenly people are shocked - wondering what has happened. You need to be given back what you so generously give. L's talent is loving people, serving people and bringing peace to everyone. If the world had more of you, there would be fewer wars. When you're thinking about something, you say, "I'm going to make a decision tomorrow about X, Y, or Z." That's a hint that people should tell you how they feel, and you'll consider it. You do that because you don't like hurting people's feelings. Once you arrive at a decision, its is definite. Until then, you will listen to what other people close to you have to say. L is social and will comfort people with problems. L's must have time alone to recover your energies. You tend to be nervous because your emotions get quite taxed. Subconsciously you don't make a decision until you think things through. You're smart and funny. You could throw a party for one, yourself, and enjoy it. You're spiritual.
[g] Sunday, July 27, 2003 [g]
WALANG PASOK!!!!(hehe.... parang nescafe commercial....) reason.... coup de tat.... scary.... they're at oakwood... i saw them putting bombs (TV) around g4 this morning... 4:30am... i was woken up by the really loud tv.... coz my dad was watching.... anyweiz.... g2g...
[g] Saturday, July 26, 2003 [g]
Hurting
- by Sammi
I've always had a feeling
A feeling inside for you
You used to make me happy
But now I feel quite blue
Hearing you talk with your friends
And hearin what you like to do
Makes me hurt so bad inside
Why do you do what you do?
You don't know how I feel
So I guess there is nothing I can change
You have your right to do this
When you hang out with your friends
I've never really talked to you a lot
So I guess I don't know the whole deal
But knowing this is enough for me
To feel the way I do
Boy I'd wish you'd realize
That you aren't only hurting yourself
But you are hurting the heart
Of the girl who wishes you knew
got this poem from sammi....
i liked it.... i can relate... hehe...
Thanks Sammi for letting me post it here...
I'm still here
- Vertical Horizon
I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
CHORUS:
The cities grow the rivers flow
Where you are I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
I'm still here
You've seen the ashes in my heart
You smile the widest when I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I try to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place
But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be
(chorus)
Maybe tonight it's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today it's gonna be okay
I will remember
I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered
And I wanted you to come and make me whole
Then I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
You just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
(chorus)
The lights go out the bridges burn
Once you go you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say
I'd be the one to run away
But I'm still here
I'm still here
YEHEY!!! i already finished 2 of my assignments.... hehe.... anyweiz.... i'm also kinda sad coz my grandma is at the hospital... she's weak... my mom & dad won't let me go with them to visit here because kids aren't allowed there.... i told them that i'm already 15.... and i really really want to visit her... but they still won't allow me.... i hope she'll get better soon.... i want to taste her cooking again.... i'm kinda missing it already... she's the only one who knows how to cook my favorite fish... hehe... anyweiz... my dad and i might buy the jansport bag that i like tomorrow..... hmmm.... i have 2 go... still have to finish 2 assignments.... soo... L8R...
[g] Thursday, July 24, 2003 [g]
ei... i'm going to glorietta 2mrw... again.... but this time with my barkada.... anyweiz... our CLE teacher made us cry... because we were talking about excruciating PAIN that we feel/felt... so we were sharing our experiences... a lot of us... experienced pain involving love... anyweiz... i shared mine too... hehe.... soo.... g2g... have to do lots of things pa.... ok.... L8R...
[g] Wednesday, July 23, 2003 [g]
hehe... i'm at the com lab... anyweiz... it's elective time... la lng.... la mgwa eh...
[g] Sunday, July 20, 2003 [g]
Fairy name Generator...
Your fairy is called Bracken Icewand
She is a bone chilling revenger of widows
She lives where bracken and curling ferns grow
She is only seen when the seer holds a four-leafed clove
found this at Googlism.... it's kindda interesting....
Giselle is...
giselle is so delish
giselle is back where she belongs
giselle is considered by most balletomanes as the greatest of all the romantic pieces
giselle is born
giselle is a retired racer
giselle is a peasant girl with a weak heart who loves to dance
giselle is all about
giselle is a high
giselle is different from the start
giselle is true to the text
giselle is the reason why la scala ballet was invited to london last week
giselle is the fullest single expression of what can be said in terms of dance?
giselle is somewhat knowing but very much the centre of attention and that's what she revels in
giselle is speaking of her own betrothed
giselle is first human then spirit
giselle is to fall what the nutcracker is to winter
giselle is crowned as the queen of the village
giselle is a mullato
giselle is gone carlos gets a chance to talk he is grate sharon we love you submitted by
giselle is beyond me
giselle is reassigned
giselle is lying on the floor in front of the nine dark elders
giselle is understated
giselle is also
giselle is crowned queen of the vintage
giselle is a role with which galina is identified
giselle is one of the most satisfying of the many different giselles i have attended
giselle is the
giselle is in love with albrecht
giselle is a pure
giselle is so soupy and yet it fits the piece so
giselle is suspicious of loy and breaks into his cottage to discover a nobleman's sword
giselle is the most famous and poignant ballet of the
giselle is one of ballet's big classics
giselle is a sad one
giselle is based on slavonic tales about the wilis
giselle is widely considered to be one of the most moving ballets ever
giselle is one of the great ballerina roles
giselle is my all
giselle is a true country girl
giselle is forced to run for her life
giselle is a 24
giselle is irresponsible
giselle is happily dancing in a circle when suddenly tragedy befalls her
giselle is a fine example of the resulting artistic movement that swept europe and influenced
giselle is a triple toe
giselle is a no
giselle is a strange story of a fragile young peasant woman trifled with by a
giselle is considered to be the distillation of everything romantic in ballet
giselle is to be initiated into their sisterhood
giselle is a two
giselle is set in a mediterranean village during the grape harvest
giselle is a fully fleshed out woman
giselle is
giselle is startled and tries to run away
giselle is an exclusive private artist studio and gallery
giselle is the role every ballerina wants to play
giselle is often considered the epitome of romantic classical ballet
giselle is without question the most romantic of all the classical ballets
giselle is a haunting account of a passionate romance
giselle is now a senior in zoology at oregon state
giselle is still provocatively mischeivous and spirited
giselle is one of ballet's most naive heroines; albrecht one of its
giselle is just a
giselle is a lovely three bedroom
giselle is a beautiful example of her seamless dancing as a sweet
giselle is located near baie longue in terre basses on the french side of st
giselle is another addition to the blockbuster
giselle is no drama queen
giselle is a senior producer with bbc tv in england
giselle is destined to become one of the wilis
giselle is similar to ophelia
giselle is hard
giselle is the best ballet in any repertoire
giselle is still shook up over having to resort to violence
giselle is persuasive
giselle is playing
giselle is a cos alumni who has received her bachelor's degree in psychology from california state university fresno in 1996
giselle is my favourite 19th century ballet
giselle is pictured above with judge marcia foy at the age 19 months
giselle is a doctoral candidate in the sociology department of the university of oxford
giselle is also being performed in budapest at the hungarian state opera house
giselle is a woman
giselle is mujer magnifico
giselle is just starting her modelling career and is interested in fashion
giselle is a story of prince albrecht
giselle is particularly interested in exploring how spiritual wellness can augment traditional medical treatment to promote healing
[g] Saturday, July 19, 2003 [g]
hey... i watched "the lizzie mcguire movie"(again)... yesterday... with pat, kring, toni... their friend ynes/ines & denise.... joyce was supposed to watch it with us.. but her mom didn't let her... anyweiz... we brought pat home....
i got 58/63 (math LT) & 58/65 (social LT)....
i took...
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
Where is the love? - Black Eyed Peas
What’s wrong with the world mama?
People living like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring the trauma
Over seas, yeah, we trying to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here living
In the USA, The big CIA, The Blood and the Crips, and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then your bound to get irate
Yeah, madness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger works and operates
Man you gotta have love this’ll set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love ya'll
People killing, people dying
Children hurt and you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach?
And would you turn the other cheek?
Father, father, father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love? (love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?
It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong,
Why are the pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With on going suffering, as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really gone?
So I could ask myself what is really going wrong?
In this world we are living in
People keep on giving in
Making wrong decisions only visions of them dividends
Not respecting each other denying thy brother
A war is going on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, its swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where’s the love ya'll c'mon (I dont know)
Where’s the truth ya'll c'mon (I dont know)
Where’s the love ya'll
People killing, people dying
Children hurt and you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach?
And would you turn the other cheek?
Father, father, father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love? (love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us following the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster then bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema
What ever happened to the values of humanity?
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality?
Instead of spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding leading us away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
Its no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People killing, people dying
Children hurt and you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach?
And would you turn the other cheek?
Father, father, father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love? (love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? [repeat to fade]
[g] Sunday, July 13, 2003 [g]
UE vs. Ateneo
UE WON!!! UE WON!!! UE WON!!!
 hehe... isn't it cute?!
[g] Thursday, July 10, 2003 [g]
yay!!! my template is ok again... hehe.... anyweiz...
our official class officers:
President: RV Tenorio
V. P.: Kimmi Yamamoto
Sec: Erika Plaza
Treas.: Elena Alejandro
OSR: Macy Reyes
hehe... our classmate made this...
Feel my heart crying in pain
See the tears that drive me insane
I can no longer hide how hurt I am
Can't you see it n my eyes
You used to understand me
But now you can no longer see through
All the sorrow behind these smiles
I tried to be strong but I can't take no more
We're about to part, we have to let this end
The relationship that didn't last, didn't grow..twas not meant
We are lost in confusion that you love me
I love you so much that I thought you felt the same way
Where am I to go? Blinded from the hope tomorrow brings
I see no me without you
Because you are what makes me live
And now you're gone..i've got no reason to go on
I feel so abandoned and alone
Why did you let this happen
How could you do this to me
No words should be said...
I think I already know...
You don't love me anymore!
By: Aizelle Espiritu.
nice noh?
[g] Wednesday, July 09, 2003 [g]
grr... i really hate my template right now... i dunno what's happening to it... but i'll try to fix it...
[g] Sunday, July 06, 2003 [g]
ei... there's something wrong with my template.... anyweiz...
i made this...
[g] Saturday, July 05, 2003 [g]
this or that tuesday... *i know... it's kindda late... hehe...*
June 10: TV Shows/Movies
1. "The Munsters" or "The Addams Family"?
The Addams Family
2. "The Sopranos" or the "Godfather" movies?
nothing....
3. "The Jetsons" or "Lost in Space"?
The Jetsons
4. "Superman" or "Batman" (either the TV shows or the movies)?
Superman... Smallville...
5. "Sex & The City" or "Friends"?
BOTH!!!!
6. "The Wizard of Oz" or the "Harry Potter" movies?
Harry Potter
7. "The Simpsons" or "King of the Hill"?
The Simpsons
8. "Grease" or "Saturday Night Fever"?
Grease
9. Old prime-time soaps: "Dallas" or "Dynasty"?
N O N E ! !
10. Not very thought-provoking this week...do you prefer TV shows or movies?
TV SHOWS!!!!
Why Not?- Hilary Duff
You think you're going nowhere
When you're walking down the street
Acting like you just don't care
When life can be so sweet
Why you wanna be like that
Cuz there's nothing new
You're not fooling no one
You're not even fooling you
So walk a little slower
And open up your eyes
Sometimes it's so hard to see
The good things passing by
And there may never be a sign
No flashing neon light
Telling you to make your move
Or when the time is right
Chorus
Why not?
Take a crazy chance
Why not?
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So why not?
Why not?
Why not take a crazy chance, why not take a crazy chance
You always dress in yellow
When you wanna dress in gold
Instead of listenin' to your heart
You do just what you're told
You keep waiting where you are
For what you'll never know
Let's just get into your car
And GO baby GO
Chorus
Why not?
Take a crazy chance
Why not?
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So why not?
Why not?
Ohhhhhhh
I can be the one for you
Ohhh yea
Maybe yes maybe no
Ohhhhhhh
It could be the thing to do
What I'm sayin' is
Ya gotta let me know
You'll never get to heaven
Or even to L.A.
If you don't believe
There's a way
Why not?
Take a star from the sky
Why not?
Spread your wings and fly
Oh!
It might take a little
And it might take a lot
But why not?
Why not?
Why not?
Take a crazy chance
Why not?
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So why not?
Why not?
grash:made this 4 u... 
[g] Friday, July 04, 2003 [g]
hey.... i tried out for KAPATID.... *i hope i pass*....
i took an iq test the other day my test score score was... 147....
Average: 85 - 115
Above average: 116 - 125
Gifted Borderline Genius: 126 - 135
Highly gifted and appearing to be a Genius to most others: 136 - 145
Genius: 146 - 165
High Genius: 166 - 180
Highest Genius: 181 - 200
Beyond being measurable Genius: Over 200
.... i'm a genius... hehehe...
i made my 1st 2 blinkies....
and
 ....
[g] Thursday, July 03, 2003 [g]
hey... it's been almost a week since i last blogged... and a lot happened since... hmm... where to start?... well... as i have said in my last blog... my computer crashed... but... it's okay now... hehe... then there's this GenRev thing... they had a concert last week... and the lead vocalist is so cute... his name is kiddo... hehe... they are so... "banal" meaning holy... anyways... hmm... tomorrow is friday and we have a "batch mass" and we're going to wear our gala (yuck!!)... and the club fair is tomorrow too... i'm supposed to try out for glee club... but their practices are so late... imagine... 5-7pm... every tuesday & thursday... so i'm going to try for KAPATID... & GSP... hehe girl scouts of the philippines... hehe... i was a gscout from gr.1 to gr.6..... hehe... LOYAL.... & i realized.... i still have a crush on.... hehe.... i have to go na... my mom caught me... hehe... L8R...
[g] Sunday, June 29, 2003 [g]
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[g] Friday, June 27, 2003 [g]
hey... i'm using carlo's computer cause mine crashed last night :( i'm really sad... i still have a lot of stuff to finish.... grr... anyweiz... got to go... we're going to eat na... L8R!!!
[g] Tuesday, June 24, 2003 [g]
i'm still a little bit sick... my temperature the other day was 39.3 C.... i was really dizzy... anyweiz... we don't have classes today coz it's MANILA DAY!!! YAY... hehe... anyweiz... we're going to the doctor later for my check-up... anyweiz.... i still have to do my homework... so L8R...
[g] Monday, June 23, 2003 [g]
"... do you really have everything you want...
you can never give something you ain't got...
don't just run away from yourself..."
Michelle Branch- Are You Happy Now?
[g] Saturday, June 21, 2003 [g]
i'm  coz i'm sick... my temperature is still 37.7°C... grr... but... i'll swim later no matter what happens... i didn't get to swim or go to the beach last summer... anyweiz... i'm really bored & hungry.... but it's hard to eat coz my throat hurts...Ü L8R...
[g] Friday, June 20, 2003 [g]
my temperature is 37.7°C...
 grr... i'm sick... i hate being sick... my throat hurts & i'm soo dizzy... i also couldn't breath coz i have a cold... grr... i didn't get to go this afternoon with my friends... anyweiz... i hope i get well tonight so i could swim 2mrw @ the Mandarin hotel... ok... i have to rest now... & i'm very dizzy... soo... L8r...
[g] Thursday, June 19, 2003 [g]
my day wasn't really bad... our geom quiz wasn't as hard as i expected... i think i'm going to pass it... but... i still don't like her... anyweiz... yay!! it's Friday 2mrw... we're going swimming... hehe... coz it's melai's bday.... hehe... i still have to research.... about intuition(geometry).... soo... L8R...
[g] Wednesday, June 18, 2003 [g]
hey... didn't blog yesterday coz i had a lot of assignments... anyweiz... grr... i don't like our geom teacher [who looks like ms. escaño]... she's going to give a quiz tomorrow & she haven't even discussed some things... mas gus2 ko pa si ms. hilario... at least she makes sure that we understand the lessons... grr... i still have to study...
research about geometers... & fix my PE uniform... we're going to have ballroom
dancing(PE)... hehe... as i have said i still have to study... soo... L8R...ÜÜ
[g] Monday, June 16, 2003 [g]
 just arrived from school... grr... 1st day of classes & we have assignments already... grr... Literature (myths)... Social(Review of History & Geography)... Math(History of Geometry)... grr... anyweiz... i had fun naman 2day... but some subjects are sort of boring... specially Literature...
i still have to do my assignments... L8R...
[g] Sunday, June 15, 2003 [g]
see the dress above? i want it.... hehe... anyweiz... saw it at ewindsor.com
visitors left already... ate hazel left na... i'm really going to miss her... anyweiz... still have to fix my stuff for 2mrw... L8R...
the party is starting & the visitors are arriving na... i think all of my cousins are here... & we have a lot of food... hmm... i'm hungry... hehe... anyweiz... L8R...
Stuck
by Stacie Orrico
I can’t get out of bed today or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I aint trippin, I’m just missin
You know what I’m saying, you know what I mean
You kept me haingin on a string why you make me cry
I tried to give you everything but you just gave lies
I aint trippin, I’m just missin
You know what I’m saying, you know what I mean yeah
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’ll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool there’s nothin I can do
I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it what am I waiting for
My heart still breakin I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it the way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
But I can’t stop thinkin of you
It’s true I’m stuck on you
My loves a broken record that’s skippin in my head
I keep singin yesterday why we gotta play these games we play
I aint trippin, I’m just missin
You know what I’m saying, you know what I mean yeah
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’ll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
I can’t take it what am I waiting for
My hearts still breakin I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it the way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
But I can’t stop thinkin’ of you
It’s true I’m stuck on you
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’ll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool there’s nothin I can do
I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it what am I waiting for
My hearts still breakin I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it the way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can’t stop thinkin of you
I hate you, but I love you
I can’t stop thinkin of you
I don’t know what to do
I’m stuck on you
Sonnet 144
By William Shakespeare
Two loves I have of comfort and despair,
Which like two spirits do suggest me still,
The better angel is a man right fair:
The worser spirit a woman coloured ill.
To win me soon to hell my female evil,
Tempteth my better angel from my side,
And would corrupt my saint to be a devil:
Wooing his purity with her foul pride.
And whether that my angel be turned fiend,
Suspect I may, yet not directly tell,
But being both from me both to each friend,
I guess one angel in another's hell.
Yet this shall I ne'er know but live in doubt,
Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
[g] Saturday, June 14, 2003 [g]
hwew... just finished my mood indicator... took me 2 days to figure it out... anyweiz... we arrived late na... coz it's raining really hard... i ate dinner at like 11pm... late huh?!... hehe... we're going to have a "good luck" party for ate hazel... she's the one who's going to the states... i'm going to miss her, coz we're close... she lived here befor when she was still studying... anyweiz... i have to sleep na... L8R!!!
What prep label are you?
i took the Which 10 Things I Hate About You Character Are You?
Hey girl, you're Bianca, the popular sophomore, and younger Stratford sister. You're searching for a little 'teenage normalcy' and stressing majorly about your sister, Kat. What if she never dates? That means you never date. And she's a mutant! You like your sketchers (but LOVE your prada backpack), you're flunking French, and you'd do anything for a date with school stud, Joey. You may come across as a little selfish and shallow, but when the chips are down, your heart is in the right place. Hey, you're so cute, you can't be all bad, right?
i took the What's Your Perfect Teen Movie?
10 Things I Hate About You
The story of two sisters, one popular, the other an outcast, and their lives and loves. It's funky, it's funny and it has Heath Ledger. What more do you need? Julia Stiles does a great table dance, Joseph Gorden Levitt whines, Larissa Oleynik sulks, and Andrew Keegan is scarily convincing as Joey, the school stud. You also get the obligatory prom, bet and shakespearian sub-plot (the story is based on 'the taming of the shrew'). You'll laugh out load at Mike and the dick on his face, at Mr Stratford's attempts to excercise, and we won't mention the flashing episode...
just woke up... nothing much to say... hmm... we finally covered my books... hehe... but not all... i watched avril's concert at nickelodeon... she's really really pretty... i envy her... hehe... i wanna have her hair... coz it's so straight... anyweiz... my cousins are playing behind me... hehe...
we are going to pasig l8r coz my mom is going to help ate hazel pack her things coz she's going to the states... she's going to work there... haayyy.... i'm going to miss her...
i'll blog L8R... have to take a bath...
[g] Friday, June 13, 2003 [g]
Friday the 13th
i'm not sick pala eh... sabi ng doctor... anyweiz... we went to gbelt last night... we ate at the ReD CRaB... it was like crab heaven... there are lots of crabs... it really tasted good... anyweiz... we arrived late na... at 11:30pm so i didn't have time to blog... plus i'm really really tired... so i went straight to bed... ok... L8R...¤Ü¤
Life's a Bitch - Shooter
Everybody's tellin' all, bearing their souls just to go on the Rikki Lake Show
Shooba Doop Boop, Why
Last night i turned the tv on, you were boo-ed off-stage,
singing your famous love songs
Why
tell me who makes the rules
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
I wanna belong to the world today
Oh, life's a bitch and then you die
I shoulda been born on the Milky Way
I can't believe what i heard today
Oh, yeah, life's a bitch and then you die
Shooby Doop Bum
I mean, while i got my magazines telling me
selling me lies on how i could be the perfect 10
Shooba doop boop Why
An' my boyfriend left just the other day he's
all messed up is he straight or is he gay
Shooba doop boop Why
So tell me who makes the rules ...
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
I wanna belong to the world today
Oh, life's a bitch and then you die
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
Can't believe what i heard today
Oh yeah, life's a bitch and then you die
If i fall
If i fall ohhh
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
I wanna belong to the world today
Oh, life's a bitch and then you die
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
Can't believe what i heard today
Oh yeah, life's a bitch and then you die
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
I wanna belong to the world today
Oh, life's a bitch and then you die
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
Can't believe what i heard today
Oh yeah, life's a bitch and then you die
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
I wanna belong to the world today
Oh, life's a bitch and then you die
Shoulda been born on the Milky Way
Can't believe what i heard today
Oh yeah, life's a bitch and then you die
[g] Thursday, June 12, 2003 [g]
finished dressing up coz we're going to the hospital (St. Luke's) for check-up... coz i have bruises in my arm & i dunno how i got them... anyweiz... L8R nlng...Ü
"your smile can bridge the difference between us,
your smile can bridge every color or race,
that's the power of your smile,
nothing can come between us,
your smile can bridge the difference between us,
the power of your smile can change the rules to get me closer to you,
one smile it shows that nothing can keep us from getting close..."
got it fom the close up commercial... liked the song... it's sung by paolo santos... he's a great singer & guitar player...
[g] Wednesday, June 11, 2003 [g]
Before your love -¤- Kelly Clarkson
I wonder how I ever made it through a day, How did I settle for a world in shades of grey, When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same, And I don't know why, then I looked into your eyes. Where the road stretched out and I realized.
Lizzie and Gordo looked into each others eyes.
I never lived before your love, I never felt before your touch, I never needed anyone to make me feel alive, but then again I wasn't really living, I never lived before your love.
I wanted more than just an ordinary life. All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how I survived without your kiss. Cause you've given me a reason to exist.
I never lived before your love, I never felt before your touch, I never needed anyone to make me feel alive, but then again I wasn't really living, I never lived before your love.
And I don't know why, why the sun decides to shine But you breathed your love to me just in time.
I never live before your love, I never felt before your touch, I never needed anyone to make me feel alive, but then again I wasn't really living, I never lived before your love.
~¤~
hey... finished eating dinner... i arrived at like 5:50pm fom school it was soooo traffic... we don't have classes tomorrow coz today is like orientation lang pala... so regular classes will start on Monday, June 16... sabay sa other schools... hehe... they changed the sections... the letters have meanings na pala... so i'm from 3Loyalty...
for now... i don't like most of my classmates... they look like snobs...
nix is our temporary Vice President(VP)...
~¤~ wala na nga talaga si waLe... hehe... the Life without her is so nice...~¤~
+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+
3Service
3Community
3Humility
3Openness
3Loyalty
3Agressive
3Respect
3Involvement
weird huh?! they gave them meanings... hehe... L8R...
[g] Tuesday, June 10, 2003 [g]
In This Diary ~ The Ataris
Here in this diary
I write you visions of my summer
It was the best I ever had
There were choruses and sing alongs
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
That right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs
And quoting lines from all those movies
That we love
It still brings a smile to my face
I guess when it comes down to it
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right
Breaking into hotel swimming pools
And wreaking havoc on our world
Hanging out at truck stops
Just to pass the time
The black tops singing me to sleep
Lighting fireworks in parking lots
Illuminate the blackest nights
Sharing cokes under this moonlit summer sky
2050 Riverside, it's time to say goodbye
Get on the bus, it's time to go
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right
(Get it right)
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right
"Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Live like it's heaven on earth."
haay... they just left... not just nix & melai... ellan came too... we didn't get to watch all 3... only The Lizzie Mcguire Movie & 10 Things I Hate About You... because they arrived late... it was really traffic daw... we took pictures of ourselves... hehe... carlo was our photographer... hehe... they said that my room was cute... all pink... hehe... classes are going to start tomorrow... i still don't wanna go to school but i can't wait coz i get to see my other friends... anyweiz... tomorrow will be orientation day... no regular classes... hehe...
i liked today... but it was kind of bad too... coz my fried pat told me that she, cam, joyce & kring thinks that i'm "mayabang" sometimes... so i told her that i'm sorry & that i'm really like that sometimes... i can't help it... am i really "mayabang"?! i wish i know how to change... i really want to change... coz, some people also told me that before... i'm really sad... :'( anyweiz... i'm kinda tired... hmm... think i'll lay down for a while... before MG... hehe... L8R!!!
[g] Monday, June 09, 2003 [g]
"why not... take a crazy chance... why not... do a crazy dance..."
Melai & Nix might come over tomorrow... i have to fix my room... i think we're going to have a movie marathon... i think we'll watch...
1. The Lizzie Mcguire Movie
2. She's All That
3. Final Destination 2
only 3 coz they'll spend only 4 hrs here... think we'll order pizza nalang 2morow... hmm...
anyweiz... i'm really really tired plus i have a major headache coz i had to watch over my cousins carlo jr & paulo... they're really hyper...
i'll wash my face na & change my clothes... have to sleep early... L8R...Ü
i'm really bored... just got off the phone... i was talking to Melai & Nicole... while waiting for the people from PLDT (phone company) to arrive... coz they're supposed to connect a new phone line for me... here in my room... but they still aren't here... anyweiz... still haven't wrapped my books... i'm so tamad... L8R!!
[g] Sunday, June 08, 2003 [g]
i'm really tired... we just arrived from greenbelt... we didn't watch "Bruce Almighty"... we were at M1 the whole time... i got really really pissed... coz... i didn't get to buy the CD (Simple Plan) & magazine (YM-July 2003) that i want.... anyweiz... my dad told me that he will buy the CD writer/burner that i want... YEY!!! hehe...
♥ i saw this really cute guy at the food court... oh my gosh... he's really gwapo... ♥
hehe.... L8R!!!
i'll try to wrap my books... hehe...¤Ü¤
school is going to start on Wednesday but i still haven't covered my books... i'm too lazy... my class is going to be 3L... Nix is one of my classmates... at least may kabarkada ako na classmate ko...
My parents & i arrived late last night.... from Dish... i bought this really cute tube top at Urban & Co.... because it was on sale... it was like 1200 pesos before... i bought it for 600 pesos... cheap noh?! anyweiz... got to change... we're going to Gbelt... i might watch a "Bruce Almighty" with my dad... hehe.... L8R....Ü
[g] Saturday, June 07, 2003 [g]
HEY!!! for the first time in my teenage years.. im going to wear a skirt... hehe.... i'm going to wear it tonight coz we're going somewhere tonight... i'm not sure if it's Virgin Cafe or Dish @ Rockwell....
i'm kinda bored right now...
why evil & smart? well... i just liked it.... "gordo" said it in the "Lizzie Mcguire Movie"
♥
gceL
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